Moan

hmh, just put a colleague's plant right onto her keyboard. she never waters it - it's always me who thinks of the poor thing and now that i've been to england for a couple of days the plant's starving... so i put a paper saying *i'm thirsty damnit!* onto the pot and put it on her keyboard. ha!
wondering why she got the plant in the first place. grrrr. ok, i'm not a major gardener, but if you get yourself a plant, you have to care for it. there. your responsibility. and how easy is it to WATER it??? after all you wouldn't let a pet starve, either, right? RIGHT?

anyway...
i'm tired and was slightly sick from the bit of breakfast i had. *sigh*
i just want to get back to normal damnit!
getting slightly nervous and excited about Saturday now, too. so far as i've seen nobody's of the people around here who were oh-so-enthusiastic will come. another one cancelled today. wonder why they ever pretend to be so interested and then can't be bothered. but i think i've mentioned that before. i just can't stand people being so false. they don't get anything out of it, so just leave me alone and don't pretend to be interested in what i do. maybe i'm a bit touchy in that area considering my lovely aunt and her behaviour, but hey...
i'm dancing for *myself* in the first place, i don't need anyone else for it and i certainly don't need anyone going how woooooonderful and awwwwwwwwwww and all that when they don't mean it. GAH!
and anyway... as soon as i would talk a bit more about the dancing, certain people think i'm full of myself while all i do is maybe explaining how i kicked my own shin. how full of yourself are you when you admit something like that? hello? GAH!
yes, you're right, i'm having one of my *i'm-fed-up-with-all-of-their-damn-behaviour* days.
i mean... excuse me for having a life beside work, excuse me for having interests that go beyond this computer and excuse me for talking about them even though rarely. i can sit here and pretend to be no-one else than a figure in front of a computer if that pleases more.
GRRRRRRRRRR!

ANYWAY...
mum got herself the new collectible Starbucks bear on sunday... it's SO adorable... basically a bear dressed up as an Easter bunny. have i mentioned that before? oh well... it IS adorable. :) i love all their dressed-up-bears.

and somehow i've got nothing more to say...